I Had No Idea, But I Unmuted Anyway
Most people don’t unmute during webinars. You know that silence when the host asks, “Any questions?” and nobody wants to risk sounding stupid?
Yeah. I was 12, in 7th grade, sitting on the floor with my laptop, surrounded by half-finished robotics parts and cold chai, when I unmuted in front of 500 people.
How It All Started
Back in 6th grade, I was just messing around with mBlock, building robots that beeped and bumped into walls, convincing myself I was cool af. I didn’t really know what I was doing, but I loved the feeling of making something move because I told it to.
Then came 7th grade and Raspberry Pi. Python was like this alien language that I wanted to crack just so I could say, “Yeah, I code in Python.” I’d copy-paste commands, break things, fix them, break them again, and watch YouTube tutorials at 2 AM with that single headphone so no one at home knew I was still awake.
The Webinar
I started attending every free webinar I could find—sometimes not understanding a thing but sitting there anyway, scribbling down words to Google later.
Then came that webinar. A company-hosted one, packed with around 500 attendees, most of them way older than me. The host asked a question, and there was silence. You could almost hear the fear of unmuting in the air.
My heart was thumping, palms sweaty (you know the drill), but I unmuted.
And I answered.
The host paused, explained something, but I wasn’t fully convinced, so I countered his answer with logic—nicely, but firmly. My voice was shaking, but I said what I wanted to say.
The Moment That Changed Everything
After that webinar, the host said:
“Nikita, reach out to me. We’d love to work with you.”
I was shocked. Like, what does “work with you” even mean when you’re in 7th grade?
But I reached out. And when he offered me an internship, I said yes.
Saying Yes Before I Was Ready
He assumed I knew Python.
I didn’t.
At least, not enough to work with it. But now I had said yes, so I had to figure it out.
I spent nights learning, messing up, fixing bugs, rewriting code until it worked. I started writing program descriptions for a Python-based LMS for schools, even when I was still figuring out how Python worked myself.
That internship? It was meant to last 3 months. I ended up staying 2.5 years.
The Second Big Yes
After taking a break for my academics, my colleague from my first internship reached out again, saying he was freelancing and wanted to host an AI webinar.
“Want to help me host it?”
I had never hosted a webinar before. Never marketed one. Never spoken live to people about AI, let alone hosted something.
But I said yes.
We hosted it, I learned how to keep an audience engaged, how to handle tech glitches, how to crack a joke when things got awkward. I learned to trust my voice.
Now, I’m an AI Workflow Architect at Zenthic AI, helping entrepreneurs use AI in their daily workflow and building systems to save them time.
All because I said yes, even before I felt ready.
What I’ve Learned
You’re never really ready.
Opportunities don’t knock when you’ve completed the last chapter of your textbook and taken the perfect notes. They come quietly, disguised as a chance to unmute yourself in a scary room, or a message in your inbox, or someone saying, “Would you like to try this?”
Most people freeze, thinking they need to know it all first.
But I’ve learned you figure it out by doing it.
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Cheers to unmuting,
Nikita
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